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"Sometimes, it is good for us to experience troubles and difficulties.  They can teach us a truth about ourselves: that this life is actually a time of exile, and  that we cannot place our hopes in this world.  In the same way, if others sometimes oppose us or think ill of us, even when our behavior and intentions have been above reproach, we can accept it as a sign that we need to prefer humility to pride.  At such times, we are moved to recall that what God thinks of us is what matters, and that if we have the consolations of God, we will be less inclined to seek the approval of our fellow men.  
    When a good person experiences some trouble or temptation--such as evil thoughts--he understands well that God is his best protector.  Grieved by his sufferings, he prays and speaks to God about them.  He may speak of his weariness and even pray for the blessing of death, so that he may be united with Christ.  At such a moment, he well understands that perfect security and peace cannot be found in this life." --Thomas a Kempis in The Imitation of Christ (Book 1; xii)

This morning, as I read this, I was struck by how little of the perspective of heaven I actually have.  So many times we (well...I) seek to be great in the eyes of men and yet in doing so, go against the path the Lord took.  He told us that the way up is down: "He who seeks to be great must become servant of all." 

Lord, deliver us from ourselves!  Free us from our self-seeking hearts and replace our prideful wicked ways with the garment which you wore...the cloak of humility  May we be truly be like you.